“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines, sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” It was with these inspirational words from Mark Twain that I made the decision to move to Spain five years ago. As an American girl living in Barcelona, I love exploring this new continent and discovering the adventures that life in a different country can bring.
Sunday, December 16, 2012
Holiday Fiesta!
The dance party started early - Gangnam style, salsa, and dance-offs were happening everywhere. It was just so fun to see everyone dressed up a bit and having fun together. I´ll take a holiday party over a gift any day!
Sunday, November 25, 2012
THE Topic of Conversation
In the states, because (in my opinion) stability is highly valued - owning a home, a consistent job, having a family - people don´t tend to move around too often, unless they have to. So, conversations about changing jobs, especially in teaching, didn´t seem to occur all that often, unless it was for a change in position.
The world of international teaching is completely different! At this time of year, the conversation consistently centers around plans for next year (and it´s only November!). People are constantly asking if you´re staying or going, where you might go, when you´ll decide, etc. It´s crazy! Many people clearly know if they want to stay or if they want to go due to needing a change, more money, or just not enjoying where they are. But many people are in limbo, too.
This topic of conversation has again reminded me of my love/hate relationship with change. I love new experiences and the changes they can bring and I think change is essential and positive most of the time. But I also hate having to think about it! It gives me such an unsettled feeling.
I know I´m staying in Barcelona - at this point in time, I still love the city and have no desire to be anywhere else. (Of course it would be nicer to make a bit more money, live in a country with a strong economy, and feel like I´m living more in Spain than Catalunya, but . . . for the time being, all of that is not enough reason to move - yet. :) As I listen to others discuss what to do, I feel like maybe there´s some change I need to make that I´m not aware of! I start to feel unsettled and unsure - even though I AM really sure about my choice.
As I realized a few weeks ago, I think I need to make some changes so that I can personally feel more settled. Hopefully it´s as simple as finding a new apartment that´s a better fit and buying some things that make me feel more at home. It´s silly, but I think my own set of dishes, a new coffee pot, and the "wall of pictures" I´ve been envisioning might be all it takes to give me that feeling!
I know these conversations will continue to occur - it seems this is just the way things are in the international world of teaching. And sometimes, it makes me miss the stability of "home." Hopefully everyone will start to find their answers soon - for their sake and mine :)
A Year of Travel
Without a doubt, this year has included travel to more countries than ever before - England, Ireland, Croatia, Montenegro, the Netherlands, Italy, Czech Republic, Slovakia, Sweden, and Hungary, plus small weekend trips around Spain. Wow! I feel so lucky that I´m living in a place that makes it so easy to hop from one country to another AND that I can afford to do so AND that I have friends who love to travel just as much as I do.
When heading to the airport this weekend for our trip to Budapest, I was again surprised by just how excited I still get about traveling! I love the idea of seeing a new place, experiencing something different,trying new foods, researching, and planning. There´s something about walking off the air plane, knowing I´m about to experience something new that I just can´t get enough of. (However, I would happily skip the waiting and airport lines :)
The excitement I felt yet again this weekend proved to be another reminder that I´m making the right choices for me right now. 2013 promises to be full of even more adventure, including Carnival in Rio and hiking part of the Camino de Santiago with my parents. And my travel wish list just keeps growing . . .
Tessa and I in front of Parliament |
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Fall Nostalgia
- big pots of coffee in the morning
- pumpkin bread
- chai tea lattes
- pumpkin decorations
- tailgating
- frosty air
Sweden
I'm not entirely sure why, but Scandinavia has been high on my list of places to visit since moving to Europe. Maybe it was The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo series or the actor Alexander Skarsgard, regardless, I've wanted to see what Sweden was all about for quite awhile. I'm happy to say that it didn't disappoint!
I love any place that's full of trees and green space (reminds me of Colorado) and when there's water everywhere, it's even better! Sweden consists of more than 100,000 islands and 300,000 bodies of water - wow! Needless to say, the scenery is stunning. Tessa and I took a boat tour through the archipelago and it was definitely one of the highlights for me. The air was crisp and fresh, the sun shining, and the trees changing. It couldn't have been more beautiful.
The old town was gorgeous - old stone streets, colorful buildings, and lots of people. I loved it! The fact that you walk cross bridges to each part of town was equally great. The people were tall and beautiful, although often serious and dressed in black. (Again, just like what I imagined!)
The only downside of Sweden, as expected, was that it was expensive. Considering a beer in Spain costs an average of 2 euros, Sweden was the other extreme - most beers were 8-10! A few days there was about all our wallets could handle.
It was so great to visit a place that was only 3 hours away, yet so, so different than where I live. This is why I love Europe! I'm headed to Budapest next week - a city I expect to be just as different. Can't wait!
Sunday, October 7, 2012
Whew!
Song I´m Loving Today
Saturday, September 1, 2012
Summer Highlights
Highlights included my trip to Prague to visit Tessa, my time in the states with family and friends, feeling truly inspired after fantastic conferences in the US, two weeks of Spanish classes, and lots of time to relax and enjoy Barcelona. But, without a doubt, having Lauren and Linsey visit me this summer was the best. Not only did we have an amazing time together, but I got to show two of my best, best friends a bit of my life here in Barcelona. It was so fun to share my favorite restaurants, new friends, and the energy of Barcelona with them. Nothing makes me happier than seeing that my closest friends are happy and having the opportunity to spend time with them. What a wonderful summer it has been!
Lauren and I in Gracia |
Linsey, Chris, and I enjoying pinchos |
Thursday, August 23, 2012
"Clean"
After just a few chapters, I was sold! SO many of the symptoms listed in the book were ones I've been dealing with. There were lots of connections to Eastern medicine, which I also loved. And most importantly, this was something I felt I could actually do.
Although the ideal time for the cleanse is 21 days, one or two weeks was also supposed to make a difference. For me, ten days was ideal and the most realistic due to upcoming plans and visitors. In a nutshell, this program is all about cleaning the toxins out of your body and resetting your digestive system. The biggest way to do this is to have a liquid meal (shake, juice, or soup) for breakfast and dinner and a solid lunch. This allows your body time to digest these meals more quickly and have extra time to clear out what hasn't been cleaned out before. All of these meals are made from a specific list of foods - basically no wheat, gluten, dairy, acidic fruits or vegetables. Not surprisingly, caffeine and alcohol are not allowed.
In the interest of time, I decided to jump right in! The first two days were rough - particularly due to headaches from lack of caffeine. But, within three days, I began to feel really good! Although hungry at times, I adjusted pretty easily to the meals. Gone were cravings for any sort of unhealthy foods. Instead, I really looked forward to healthy meals with lots of fruits and vegetables (the book said this would be the case, but I didn't really believe it!). Even the no alcohol was a welcome break. The hardest part was adjusting social plans, the majority of which include eating and drinking in Spain.
I type this entry at the end of day 10 and I have to say I recommend this program to anyone who's thought about doing some sort of cleanse before. My body truly feels different - my skin is firmer, the whites of my eyes are whiter, puffiness is gone, and I've lost 2.5 kilos. More importantly, my thoughts about eating and drinking have shifted a bit. No part of me wants to eat or drink excessively. I want to continue having one liquid meal a day and only eating when I'm truly hungry.
The true test will come this weekend and when Linsey and Chris arrive - hopefully I can remember how I feel now and have the self-control necessary when faced with all of the amazing food Barcelona has to offer. I think I can! But regardless, I'm really going to enjoy my cortado tomorrow - it's well deserved. :)
Home
However, on this trip, it became more clear than ever before how much I feel like I don't fit in in the states anymore. It's a really weird sensation! It's been three years now since I left and although the people still feel so right, the place so doesn't. I found myself constantly freezing in air conditioning and bundling up, just like the Spanish do (yikes!). By the end of the trip, I was longing for smaller portions and meals that included sitting and relaxing, not being eaten in a rush. The feeling of over consumption seemed to be coming from all directions! I couldn't take the thought of spending another penny on transportation or food or tipping. And I missed the sound of Spanish desperately.
I know some extenuating circumstances, such as attending conferences in expensive cities like Boston and New York, contributed to this. Like I said, seeing everyone could not have made me happier! But by the end of three weeks, all I wanted was to be back in Barcelona.
Arriving back in my city felt so right! After unpacking, visiting my favorite coffee shop and corner store, and speaking Spanish to my neighborhood guys, I started to feel at home again. Once I walked by the La Seu cathedral and went for a run by the beach, I couldn't have been happier. I was again reminded how something about this city just suits me.
I vividly remember the post I wrote about "home" the first time I returned to the states two years ago after my year in Seville. I still feel that Indianapolis is my home, as well as Denver. Yet, it's becoming clearer and clearer that Barcelona is where I feel most at home these days.
Thursday, July 19, 2012
And the roller coaster begins . . .
At the nighttime tour of Gaudi's La Pedrera - we loved it! |
Whenever I have visitors, I always seem to feel a little off balance. At times I have to remind myself that I really am still in Barcelona, not at home. It's amazing how quickly we can pick up where we left off. I had a feeling I might be a bit sad when Lauren left this morning . . . and I was right. Getting to spend so much time together and having so much fun, followed by honestly not knowing the next time we will see each other causes a mix of emotions. Of course it's more than worth it, but it doesn't make it any easier in the moment.
I haven't been home in over a year, so the fact that I leave tomorrow for the US is pretty crazy, too! I've been packing up and trying to wrap my head around the fact I'll be gone for three weeks while visiting four different cities. I'm also trying to prepare myself for the emotional roller coaster that has just begun. I'm SO excited to see my family and friends, spend time catching up, enjoy favorite foods, and visit particular places. However, if this visit is anything like my previous ones, I know leaving is going to be equally difficult. Knowing I chose to live so far away and the fact that my choices make other people sad causes me to feel so much guilt (even though I know my friends and family support my decisions - thank you!). I can kind of ignore this when we're apart, but it's so not so easy in person.
The older I get (or the longer I'm gone?) the harder these hellos and goodbyes seem to be - saying goodbye to Liz, Indy, and Michael last summer about did me in! So as I pack my bags and double-check that I have everything I need, I'm doing my best to concentrate on the positive feelings and excitement and just accept that some sadness has to go along with them. My roller coaster ride continues tomorrow morning and I know it's going to be a lot of fun before I reach the end :)
Thursday, July 12, 2012
Two More Days!!!
Although Emily has been here a number of times, none of my other closest B.S. (before Spain :) friends have visited Barcelona since I moved here. I feel like I'm living this life that I share with my friends here and can talk about on the phone or write about in a blog, but no one actually gets to see it. And because I love it so much, I want everyone that is closest to me to have the chance to experience life in Barcelona. Even though it will only be for a few days, I feel confident that Lauren will really get to see what my life is like here in that time.
I feel SO lucky knowing that Linsey and Chris will be here in just a few weeks AND the whole Killion family will be here over the holidays -- I'll definitely get to share my life a number of times in 2012!! (Liz and Kevin - do you think you can arrange another trip to Barcelona?! :)
And so, the countdown to Lauren's visit continues! The days are (loosely) planned, restaurants and bars have been chosen, and the guest room set up. Even though it's been two years, I have no doubt it will seem like only a day or two has gone by when I meet her at the airport Saturday. I'm anticipating the laughter already! :)
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Fitness in Barcelona - finally!
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Travel and Optimism
As a lover of travel and an eternal optimist, these two quotations below struck me the most so far. I look forward to reading more!
"Travel, its very motion, ought to suggest hope. Despair is the armchair; it is indifference and glazed, incurious eyes. I think travelers are essentially optimists, or else they would never go anywhere." - from Fresh Air Fiend
"Travel is at its most rewarding when it ceases to be about your reaching a destination and becomes indistinguishable from living your life." - from Ghost Train to the Eastern Star
Summer, Summer, Summertime!
Over the past ten years, each summer has been a bit different. However, they all seem to include a bit of travel, time with friends, a visit to Indianapolis, lots of time outdoors, and relaxing. For me, summer is the time when I can finally decompress and find what I often seem to lose during the school year - my personal priorities. Although I believe my social life and work life have become much more balanced since moving to Spain, summer vacation is still much needed!
Although I don't believe it's why any teacher chooses this career, I do believe we would all agree it's a great perk. I hope to enjoy more reading, exercise, beach time, sleeping, friends, and relaxing in the upcoming weeks!
Friday, July 6, 2012
Out of my Comfort Zone
Old Town Prague |
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Summer Plans
*Writer's Workshop at ASB
*Visiting Tessa in Prague with a stop in Slovakia
*Lauren visiting in July
*Spending time in Indy and Denver with friends and family
*Technology PD in Boston
*Reader's Workshop in NYC
*Spanish classes in Barcelona
*Linsey and Chris visiting in late August
*Back to School!
I have no doubt that time will pass quickly. I can't wait for all this summer has in store! :)
Ten Years of Teaching - wow!
For me, the end of a school year is always a time for reflection. Thinking about what went well, what didn't, and why. I always love to hear what students have to say, too. These are some of my favorites- how reflective kids can be!
"Another thing that I worked on throughout the year is writing good stories. At the beginning of the year I wrote awful stories, but now that Ms. Jenny told me some strategies to make my stories better I also improved by writing more at home."
"In fifth grade this year I learned how to write really good stories. In the past years I wrote simple and boring stories, but with the help of Ms.Jenny and with all her good tricks and strategies I learned to write great stories and I improved a lot (in my point of view)."
"One of the things I have learned this year in fifth grade is: writing good stories. Thanks to all those lessons we have reviewed, now I know how to write good stories."
"I learned many more ways to be nice to people. In fifth grade there are usually many problems with friends, teachers and maybe even family. I have learned how to solve these problems. I have also learned so much about science, math, and LA. Ms.Jenny has a special way of teaching where she makes everything fun and listens to all the suggestions. She also has a very good way of teaching LA."
"What I learned in 5th grade is Fractions, Geometry, Poems, Water Cycle, Heredity and lots more. But what I really learned socially is most important: Treat people the way you want to be treated.I already learned that in 1st grade but in 5th grade I learned the true meaning of it."
Hearing that kids came to see themselves as writers and learned how to treat one another makes me happier than I can say. Although there is so much we hope kids learn in a year, I feel that I've done my job when I read responses like this.
This class was definitely more challenging than my first ASB group of kiddos. However, it's their craziness and energy that I came to love the most! I was exhausted at the end of almost every day, yet exhilarated, too. I feel like I built some strong relationships with these kids and I know I'm actually going to miss them over the next few months - crazy, right?! Luckily, I'll be able to spend my 11th year of teaching with them as well. :)
Such a beautiful message (and rose)! |
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Ruta de Tapas
There were than 40 bars/restaurants around the city participating. Each bar offers a set tapa and a caña for 2.40 euros! Such a great price! This is such a great way to visit new places and see what they have to offer. We stopped in a number of places I've walked by hundreds of times, yet never visited for a variety of reasons.
Although we didn't get to enjoy as many places as I would have liked (too many people!), it was great to get a new taste of Barcelona! I will be sure to look for more opportunities like this one :)
Amsterdam
Red Light District |
Such beautiful homes! |
In Museum Park |
Gorgeous Canals |
Rome
The Coliseum |
In addition to the Coliseum and Roman ruins (everywhere!), the religious importance of Rome was equally amazing to experience. It's so interesting to me how such different, yet pivotal, events in world history happened in this one city! Visiting Vatican City, admiring Michelangelo's Sistine Chapel, and actually seeing the Pope are events I won't easily forget.
Wow |
The Pope! |
In 40 hours, we packed in a lot of sight-seeing. Although I saw all of the main places I hoped to visit, I have no doubt a return trip to Rome is in my future. It was incredible!
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Rediscovering Barcelona . . .
On Thursday, we had a field trip to Poble Españyol - a little village created to showcase the different styles of architecture, foods, and crafts from each of the regions of Spain. I loved visiting this place last year, but learned even more this time. For example, cities in each of the regions of Spain were built for specific reasons. In Aragon, the buildings, particularly the doors, were built to represent the different religions living there - Jewish, Muslim, and Christian. In Andalucia, cities were constructed to stay cool - white buildings, narrow streets for air flow, arches to provide shade. What I didn't know was that Catalonia, especially Barcelona, was constructed for the artisans and tradespeople. The streets were named based on what was sold on them - Carrer de Pescadores (fish), Carrer d'Argenteria (silver), Carrer Rubi (rubies), etc. I had no idea! Learning this has made me pay even more attention to street names. (And it makes so many details from The Cathedral of the Sea even clearer!)
Learning about Aragon |
Trying to stay cool in Andalucia |
Learning about Catalonia |
Yesterday, I went on a bit of a climb up Montjuic. Tessa and I went on a big walk here last week and I was shocked to see just how much is there! I decided to explore a bit more and came across so many beautiful gardens, statues, and fountains. The views from the top are incredible as well.
Old City Wall |
Statue near Hotel Miramar |
Fountains in the Botanic Gardens |
I love this! Also near the Botanic Gardens. |
View of BCN - you can see Sagrada Familia in the distance |
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Hoping to become a tourist again . . .
I was reading some FB posts by ASB new teachers this morning and it was fantastic to see all that they are discovering in this city. It made me think that although a weekend of relaxing is much needed at times, I want to be careful not to get too lazy. So, I've decided to think about being a "tourist" again in my city. Although I've seen all of the major sites in BCN, there are plenty of smaller ones I haven't. In the upcoming months, I hope to check out the following, either on my own, with friends, or with upcoming visitors. Let me know if you're interested in joining me! :)
*Fundacio de Joan Miro
*History of Catalonia Museum
*Pedrables
*Tibidabo
*Concert at Palau de la Musica
*More of Montjuic - gardens, museum, etc.
*Drink at El Quatre Gats
*Show at L'Auditori
*MACBA
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Menorca
Tessa and I visited Mallorca in September of 2010 and loved it - beautiful coasts and beaches, great food, and lots to see. However, we both enjoyed Menorca even more. For me, the size, lack of people, and tranquility made it an even better vacation destination. You can drive across Menorca in about an hour, which is pretty fantastic. The highway was great, but we really loved driving along the narrow, windy roads, surrounded by stone walls. It was so picturesque!
Although there are sights to see, the main thing to do is drive from cala to cala, enjoying each beach for hours. As far as relaxing goes, it doesn't get much better than that for me. We stopped and had lunch at a tiny restaurant, sitting at a table that overlooked the Meditterranean. We enjoyed lunch and three beers, but could have easily stayed so much longer! It's just so easy to sit and relax there. As the Spanish man we were talking to confirmed, it's just so quiet in Menorca, even when it's full of tourists.
For all of these reasons, I look forward to visiting Menorca again - as soon as possible!
Cañas - always delicious! |
So beautiful! |
A little piece of heaven! |
Sunday, April 22, 2012
A Great Birthday!
Flip Cup! (It seems I'm actually regressing in age!) |
However, turning 32 on a Wednesday proved to be really fantastic! Tessa and I went out with Greta and Hakan on Tuesday for their last night in BCN, along with Alex and Anne. Hakan snuck out for a few minutes while we were having drinks - little did I know he (the only one of us who doesn't speak any Spanish) went on a mission to find a little birthday cake! Having "Happy Birthday" sung to me in the elephant stirrer bar was pretty great.
Thanks, Hakan! |
Although I knew my kids had something planned, they managed to throw a fantastic surprise party for me! It was so funny to watch them try and hide what they were doing (ex: "It's such a boring day today, nothing important is happening.") and stressing out when there were changes to their schedule - thanks to Tessa and Anne for attempting to calm them down! :) Like last year, I'm just so impressed, and touched, by the thoughtfulness and effort that my kids showed - although I'm sure parents helped a bit, I know it was really them that did this - so, so sweet!
preparing . . . |
Singing Happy Birthday in all possible languages! |
A delicious cake made my Maya |
And an amazing one made by Joon Ho, too! |
My favorite card - so diplomatic and so cute! |
Anna sent these beautiful flowers to me - what an amazing surprise! Flowers at work are the best :) After work we went to Cup and Cake to enjoy a cupcake or two - so delicious!
Such a beautiful bouquet! |
Delicious! |
Monday, April 16, 2012
ASB Website
Monday, April 9, 2012
Nostalgia
Nostalgia: a bittersweet longing for things, persons, or situations of the past.
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Spring Break 2012 - Croatia!
Huelga General
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Thoughts of the Day
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Let's see what happens . . .
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