“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines, sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” It was with these inspirational words from Mark Twain that I made the decision to move to Spain five years ago. As an American girl living in Barcelona, I love exploring this new continent and discovering the adventures that life in a different country can bring.
Sunday, February 3, 2013
Put me in, coach!
Sunday, November 25, 2012
THE Topic of Conversation
In the states, because (in my opinion) stability is highly valued - owning a home, a consistent job, having a family - people don´t tend to move around too often, unless they have to. So, conversations about changing jobs, especially in teaching, didn´t seem to occur all that often, unless it was for a change in position.
The world of international teaching is completely different! At this time of year, the conversation consistently centers around plans for next year (and it´s only November!). People are constantly asking if you´re staying or going, where you might go, when you´ll decide, etc. It´s crazy! Many people clearly know if they want to stay or if they want to go due to needing a change, more money, or just not enjoying where they are. But many people are in limbo, too.
This topic of conversation has again reminded me of my love/hate relationship with change. I love new experiences and the changes they can bring and I think change is essential and positive most of the time. But I also hate having to think about it! It gives me such an unsettled feeling.
I know I´m staying in Barcelona - at this point in time, I still love the city and have no desire to be anywhere else. (Of course it would be nicer to make a bit more money, live in a country with a strong economy, and feel like I´m living more in Spain than Catalunya, but . . . for the time being, all of that is not enough reason to move - yet. :) As I listen to others discuss what to do, I feel like maybe there´s some change I need to make that I´m not aware of! I start to feel unsettled and unsure - even though I AM really sure about my choice.
As I realized a few weeks ago, I think I need to make some changes so that I can personally feel more settled. Hopefully it´s as simple as finding a new apartment that´s a better fit and buying some things that make me feel more at home. It´s silly, but I think my own set of dishes, a new coffee pot, and the "wall of pictures" I´ve been envisioning might be all it takes to give me that feeling!
I know these conversations will continue to occur - it seems this is just the way things are in the international world of teaching. And sometimes, it makes me miss the stability of "home." Hopefully everyone will start to find their answers soon - for their sake and mine :)
Monday, April 16, 2012
ASB Website
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Not a 5th grade teacher for much longer . . .
Saturday, September 10, 2011
The First Week of School
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Newbies!
Monday, June 27, 2011
Year One of International Teaching - Complete!
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Delta del Ebro or Cal-Wood?
One of the main differences between this trip and the ones I was used to is that this trip was a full week. It was an amazing time, but 5 days and 4 nights is a long time! However, we did get paid 300 euros for chaperoning, which is quite a nice addition that didn’t exist in APS!
At the Delta, we were able to take advantage of our location near the water – we went to the beach, kayaking on the Ebro River, and biking near the sea. It was beautiful! However, we had to take a bus everywhere we went, which was a big change for me. At Cal-Wood, once you were there, you were there. Everything you did was in walking distance, which sometimes could be up to nine miles round trip. In addition, everything we did was in the mountains. Completely different scenery, but equally beautiful.
Another difference was the food. At Cal-Wood, the food was amazing! We had a healthy lunch of sandwiches, hummus and vegetables, and fresh-baked cookies for dessert. Breakfast and dinner were always delicious and balanced. The food at the Delta left a bit to be desired. Although the café con leches were perfect and we could have wine and beer with every meal (a nice perk of life in Spain!), the food was awful. We only had fresh fruit and vegetables twice and the fact we had French fries with every meal became a running joke. For our vegetarians, one meal consisted of white rice, potato chips, and ice cream. Not exactly the best when doing active things all day.
Finally, the accommodations were quite different as well. At Cal-Wood, the kids slept in actual log cabins. This meant that ideally an adult would need to be in each one to prevent any trouble, but they were lovely. At the Delta, we were basically in a dorm. The teachers had their own room, but the walls were paper thin and at times we didn’t even have enough water to shower.
At Cal-Wood, our guides were trained in outdoor education – the kids (and me!) learned SO much while there about history, nature, and survival. Although our guides were great at the Delta, it wasn’t the same.
Clearly, these trips were very different. Each had their positives and their negatives. However, I have to say going to the Delta definitely put Cal-Wood in a new perspective for me. I appreciate the quality and level of teaching even more than I did before. Is it possible that ASB’s 5th grade trip could move to a new destination? Well, that would mean breaking with 20+ years of tradition . . . an ASB battle I’m not prepared to fight quite yet.
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Digital Book Trailers
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Meet the Artist
Friday, April 15, 2011
A 5C Birthday Surprise
"Ms. Jenny"
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Poems in our Pockets
Our students are celebrating with a HUGE focus on literacy this week, which I love! Everyday, students do something a little different. Today, students have to carry a "poem in their pocket" and be prepared to read it for anyone who asks. We had a lot of fun choosing poems yesterday. As usual, Shel Silverstein was the favorite of many kids.
As students were choosing poems, I decided to do the same. Although there are so many poems that I love, the first one I thought of is this one below. It´s a classic that seems to be very fitting at this moment in my life . . .
by Robert Frost
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.